:'(

I'm not gonna write at Facebook status update what i feel right now
Nor tweet at "What's happening" at Twitter..

Blog is open to public, but not like aaaall of my friends/family will read it..

But.. What i feel right now.
Is it sad?
Depressing?
Gloomy?
Upsetting?
Stressful?
Heartbreaking?
Poignant?

Whatever it is..
I just want to be with you..
And why is it so hard?
:(